I hate fighting with u , we also seldom fight , and im always th firestarter . its because im too ego and i guess im jus afraid that history will repeat itself . its hard for me to ttrust anyone now . but still i know i can trust u aftr what u said to me and aftr u teared abit jus now . it was sweet . i hate fighting with u , seriously , and hav u ever notice everytime when we fight we ony get angry at each other for a few minutes or hours and then we will be okay again . its also because i know u dont want to fight and i cant bear not talking to u for a minute or as long as it takes . and i knw u cant either . even tho u say u got no mood or ure too tired for anything i knw u will always hav time for me and will always find ways so that we will be okay as always . ure th only one who understands me and accept me for who i am even tho im like a bitch of most th time , and even tho im always there scolding u even tho ure not in th wrong and me always follow my feelings u will always make an effort to say sorry and explain things so that i will not think of other stuffs . ure th only one whom can tolerate my shits and stuffs . and always take care of me .

and yes , when i finally look into ure eyes as u teared abit ( i tau , sweet kan ) i know ure different ok . =)

and thats whats makes me want to love you more .

and i promise to kill my ego this time .

xo