[♥] In Her Eyes

Blogged @ 12:27 AM

i was browsing thru my facebook and friendster . YES I KNOW AKU KENTAL . hahaha , lazy to delete daaaa . hehe , so here goes . its kinda random actually . i when i look at all th pics , kind of reminds me of th past and realise how fast i grew up .. and i miss being quiet little kid who like to runs around , and cry whenever i see ghost or whatever , and hav fun and not think abt well , studies , money , family or whatever . see , being a kid i always wanted to grow up and be mature fast , but now , *haiis* i want to become a kid again . soo , jus let me show u oke a few pics of me when im small and yes cute . not jongang yet ok . but yknow th first photo is me taken like last wk . hahaha .

so , this is me , when i was 5 ?? or 6 years old . still th happy go lucky little girl . i know , so cute right . not stubborn . jus th cute innocent me . with my cousy .

this was when i was in primary 1 . hehehe . can find me ? i dont think so , well , im on th 2nd row . 2nd from the right . hehee . yeapp . still th quiet girl . how i miss junyuan primary so much .

then come secondary school . abit minah but still kental and innocent . hehehe . this was sec 2 . when i first learn how to drink alcohol . =) still remember my first drink , was amsterdam . i wasnt drunk jus super humid . and by this year i was already smoking . ))= so much for being innocent right .

ahh , finally , then i graduated . didnt get to sec5 , but did took my olvl maths . ergh . dont remind me please . soo , come 1st yr in ite CE in nitec in nursing . see th eyebrows ? by then i was already drinking , breaking curfews , smoking , getting into fights, enjoying and stuffs . no more quiet and innocent . now bitch alrdy .

then come 2nd year in nursing *ahemahem* kakak2 alrdy . gg 18 in 6 months time . =))) still drinking everyweek alrdy and smoking like 5-6 packs per week and yeah , still breaking curfews , but this time , until i made my mum cried and well , gg back home drunk . i changed ... and this is also th time i realise that well , i hav to work really hard to buck my gpa up ..

and well , u guessed it . this is a recent photo of us now . my sec sch mates , we're still gg strong even tho we had fights here and there , but still . we cant bear to lose each other . cus i know we grew up together and well , we fail together , but still , we're standing tall and helping one another out no matter what .

i realise hafeez is still th same tho . heheheheheh . (= yknow its sad sometimes , seeing pictures of u and somebody else like for example a bestfriend , but due to some " misunderstanding " everything falls apart and then *poof!!* ure no longer friends . i've lost and make new frends in my 17 years of life . and i've been through shits on th way .. and im pretty sure in th future there will be an obstacele that will be unbearable for me to handle . i've been through with guys timing me , hook up behind my back , fucking around , being hit by my ex and been through th worst with guys mostly . and it was also my fault cus i trusted them so much .. and in return i did th same thing to my ex whom are faithful to me . ))= all these parts and parcels of life that has happened to me , really thought me a lesson . so yeah , but now even tho its hard to trust guys , but frizz showed me a different meaning . really proved to me that not all guys are th same and all , but still , i hav my doubts tho .. oh wells ....

but it jus so sad that i lose friends on my way . but nvm , i believe that everything do happens for a reason . =))

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