[♥] In Her Eyes

Blogged @ 10:34 PM

so what now ?
until when are we going to fight ? i hate this ok . seriously. i really hate this . i hate us being like this . i really thought u knew me well . seriously . i cant take it anymore . i prefer if we settle this matter one on one . slow talk rather than me fought things over th phone . cus its not going to settle no matter what . and yeah , for what i fucking know im not in th wrong . and u please fucking stop blaming me . guess i shud take all the blame now right BRO ? right right ?
i told u , ure life now fucking revolves ard HER now . and u can still say why im always with my other bros and sis and why not YOU anymore . you wanna knw why ? cus i knew u will be totally busy cleaning up her ass 24/7 . everytime when i call u , u will go like ' im sorry , im accompanying her go .... ' or 'sorry , im busy with ... today ..' oh wow ! i didnt knw she can occupy like 100 % of ure life now . didnt knw what was soooo important to you now right ?

and yeah , thats why im always with my other bros and sis , but everytime i called u , when is there a time when u are not with her ? tell me . im not jealous , just fucking fed up , cus i dont knw whr i stand in ure life anymore . cus it seems that she is th most important in ure life now . and oh wow , at least when i lepak-ed with th others , i will nvr forget to ajak u down too right ? tell me a time when i didnt call u , for th outing or any lepak sessions . tell me . but everytime u go for and outing , its always u and her . altho i knw she and me used to hav a bad history . but i tried to let it go . but last monday , i couldnt take it anymore . im not enraged abt th past , i just hate it . her body language and all . and plus i didnt tell u to fucking ditch her ok . read my msg clear and well please . dont just assume things too quickly . all i remember i said was , if th next time she comes down i wont bring " yknow who " to come down . i didnt tell u to ditch her . remember that . and plus , the msg that u sent me " a misunderstood past with her ? " HAHAH . what a joke bro ! what a joke . a misunderstood past? it wasnt a misunderstood . it was a very heartbreaking and betraying past back then . and because of her , ive got best frend issues . and becus of that too , i learn not to trust anyone that much . seriously . U YOURSELF KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN . WE ALL KNOW OKAY . JUST GET URE FUCKING FACTS RIGHT MAN . its not a misunderstood past . are u getting th right stories or not ?

but i could really trust syarm , u wanna know why ? cus she really know me well , and for whatever shit she will still know that im not that type that u really think i am ok . oh yaa, and why are u dragging syarm into this matter too ? for what i know , this matter is between u and me ok . ure dragging this matter and my other bros and sis into this matter too issit ? whats with them . you're th one whos having an issue with me . think about it ok .

oh yaa , I DIDNT CHANGE . I . DIDNT. CHANGE . YOU . DID .
okay ?
im just fucking pissed off with u . cus we hav to fight this way .
and im just sad , cus 4 years of frendship is going down th drain . all becus of her . thanks alot .
sooo much for me being ure bitch . so much for me being there for u when others ditched you . so much for me being there for you when u need someone to talk to . some much money wasted to meet u in th fucking early in th morning to watch movie with u and treat u and all . so much for everythng huh ..
well, u got a very amazing life with her in ure life now right ? go ahead . fuck her ass up for all i care ...

and remember , hafeez haiqal , u havent hear my side of the fucking story yet ... just remember that . dont assume . start killing YOUR FUCKING EGO FIRST .
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