[♥] In Her Eyes

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if i dont eply or answer ure calls or msges , im sorry .
my ppd is like dying , left like ard 1 plus . i hav th money to top up , but i dont really find th need to top up . hah , might as well i use th money to buy cigaro kan ? haha . lol , kater je nk quit . haha . but seriously im cutting down laaa . hahs , but now i ony left with 3 sticks , all reds . -.-'
urghh , heavy siak red .................. but u can still txt me if u want too , i might eply , might not .

mummy canceled th plan to go shop today . -.-'
binget pee, org dah semangat2 . but nvm ahh . idk why sh dont want to talk to me th whole day . makin hari aku tenok , makin aku buat keje aku sendiri siia pt umah , cause like u seee , both my mummy and daddy are busy working then they'll be home like at night , then by night i might be slacking or working or doing my own stuff inside my room . then my granny however will always find faults with me by blaming me this and that , to avoid any fights i just kept quiet and ony talk to her only when necessary . so yeah . naek mendak sia pt rumah , th ony ones i can depend on is th usual people . and at times i will be like alone too . mendak kan ? i knowwwwww ...

all i do now is like work , sleep , eat and well , go out . thats all . urghh , i cant wait fr holidays . cause i can enjoy and well , waste my time .... and im bloody hell sure holiday is going to bore me . my plans fr hols will be like movies with eqa and well , i know i will fr sure going down to pioneer alot of times to lepak , cause i owe syawal , yan , fiq and fathin a few , well not a few but countless lepak sessions . haha . kiwakk , jauh pe pioneer , but nvm , sanggop uhh . cheyyy .

hmmm , what more shall i blab hereeee , hehs . working tmr , not lookin frward to it , how i wish it was ward 49 first then 39 . -.-
but nvm , 2 more freaking weeks to holiday . LAME OR WHAT SIAKK . please let th week go faster . its really killing me , if i can take mc without replacing , i would hav done that countless times . hahaha . i dont care if i dont get paid or what , i'd rather stay home and rot and go crazy alone in my room . rather than i go out ther and do all th stuffs , which i shall not elaborate , but nvm fit , u hav to endure .

( im th one with th brown coloured hair , durhh )

ape lgk aku nk bebel ehh , oh yaa , to my ex bestfrend out ther , im fvcking sure ure gonna read my blog , i think its best fr us to stay this way , and plus i am glad that ure no longer a part of my life and my future , hence , i wish u th best in ure future endeavours . and may u last long with ure on and off boyf . and plus , dont blame syarmy and i fr being a "two-face bitch" , because th cause fr all of this is u and ure motherfvcking 2 faced boyfriend . try thinking whos th fire starter here kay . and i knwo u were ther when we needed u most of th time and u were ther when some people shunned me or when i needed a shoulder to cry on , and all th sleepovers to th guy talks to th part wher we will hug each other when we're scared and th time wher we will always cook together fr our outings and th part wher we try to lost weight by cycling and etc , those were th good times i had with you , seriously , i will cherished them all , but at th same time , i try to frget it , cause afta what u did to me , was seriously unfrgivable . im still pissed kay , cause i trusted u with my life , and u repay me by doing that ? urghh , but whatever .
we all thought that we're gonna giv u a 2nd chance , but noo , ure still th same , ure lucky i didnt vent my anger on u .
im done talking abt u now .
all th best in whatever ure doing now .

and feeezy , good luck fr your olvl mtl paper tmr . shall seeyea on tuesday , i hope ? haha . all th best braaa !! kau tkcr suda part kena bina ayat . hehehe . (=

okayy , banyak nye aku bual niari . hahs .
im like bored nowww . super mendak siia .
and yeah , i want th old u back , th part wher u will always care fr me , th morning msges etcetc .
i realise i didnt care so much abt u until u changed .
okayy , enough siia fit , ure being so mushyy . haah .
that is soo not me . cheyy .

kk , bye . oh ya, formspring me now ! gogogogogo ! ask me anything ! (=

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