[♥] In Her Eyes

Blogged @ 12:05 AM

eh , uhmm , hie .

idk why, but i feel like blogging . seriously , but just in case , im sure this post will bore u guys .
so yeah , i was pissed today . firstly , because i fought with mummy and granny . i wasnt in th wrong really . well , kinda in th wrong . but not entirely my fault . seriously . i cried just now . =((

and yeah , ony syarmy was ther . gahh . thanks baby . =) ure th best girlf ! really made my day man syarm , we were joking ard about siol garden (seoul garden ) , babu and well , aiz made my day too , cause went to slack at p.ris just now with syarm, bbyface , adil , farah , dan , zamir and aiz . aiz joked around abt lady gaga non stop . i laugh till i sound like a freaking kambing , seriously . thanks eh guys .

okayyy, now let me rant out my thoughts here .
i just dont get it why , some people will think that ille repeat th same mistakes ive done in th past ? haiiyoo . cause they tend to think that im still th same .
but all i know is that im not th girl i used to be . im no longer th girl who used to flirt around , who used to drink , who used to talked shit , who used to break peoples heart , who used to find faults at times and so on an so fourth , thers alot fr me to list down . well , i still smoke , but im seriously am cutting down , cause im on medication ..

cause now , ive realised what ive done in th past was wrong , and now that ive become quite matured ( QUITE , I REPEAT QUITE ) i know what is right and what is wrong . and i know what is best fr me . haiiyaaa . idk why people still think i was th girl i was before . i admit i was so immature and i wasnt thinking straight back then . i was easily influenced . so yeahh , but now , i guess ive changed . changed fr th better i guess ? so yeah . haiiyoo , idk what to say anymore , its just that im so sick of this . and yeah , kinda regretted too really .. but what to do kann ..

and plus , several people hav been asking if im dating or why am i still single fr like 9 months oledi . well , i have my reasons okay . th reason is like ive trust issues and yeah im scared to get my heartbroken again . there, i said it . cause ive waste enough tears on a guy . seriously . and yeah , even tho i kinda have somebody in mind , but idk laa . im just , well ,scared . yeaah . i hate falling in love man , seriously . and im also scared of people using me again . sooo , yeahh . but , idk laa . its just that urghhh , i dont like to be played ard anymore .. cause now i know , i want to stick to one aje . cheyy . but still i havent really found th right one yet . ( maybe )

so yeahh , im kinda emo shit today . not ony today laaah . like fr th past few days already .
truth is that im ony happy when im around with th usual people like syarm , feeez , adil , babyface , mech etcetc . cause they really neo how to brighten my day laa kan . other than that ille be like down and such . seriously , im not even concentrating while im at work .

i guess im done fr now . sorry if its like emo shit or something , just that im ranting my feelings out . so yeah . hope u readers dont mind la kan .

goodnights .
and hav a great weekend .
take care yeah .

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .
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